So, I am in Georgia....and wtf, man.

ITS ALWAYS HOT.
Oh well, Ill get used to it.

But as of now, Ive never been more proud to say that I am from Boston. Haha, people look at me funny and always wonder why I dont have a southern accent.

I love it.

But, I miss my boyfriend, and friends very much. <3

So, once again I have returned and oh my gosh have there been so many new things going on. But, its been so long...I'll just keep it recent.
Well, obviously its summer again, and me and Chris are still going strong,even though now he's leaving in October for bootcamp. He joined the Army. Woopty-doo!
Yeah...not so much. But, its whatever. It's something he really wants to do, so I have his back, and I am going to be there for him and support him.
As for myself, Im thinking of either going back to school, or moving down with my sister to Georgia. I havent really decided yet..cause its a big choice.
But we will see what happens.
Besides that though, Ive come into contact with all my friends again that I havent talked to since my car died...like, Amanda and I have been talking again, and I am extremely happy about that, and then the other day I met up with my friend Ally and met her new boyfriend.

So, life's okay. It could be better. But, it's getting there.

So, I am not returning to school, cause 1. I flunked out and 2. theres just no point. I didn't know what I wanted to do with my life, and I had no motivation. But, when I met Chris I had motivation to go to class and be there...but it was too late.
So here I am, after Christmas and basically my car got taken away cause I have no job, and I am currently down in North Carolina on a sort of exile thing.
I need a job. I need to go to online school. I need to save money. I need to get my car in my own name. I need to get my own bank account. And I need to find my own place.
If I do that whole list right there, I will be golden.

As of now, I miss Chris way too much, and he tells me every second that he misses me...and this is probably killing him more than me. He thinks this is happening cause my parents are trying to keep us apart. But, trust me. They're not. They're using him as like a punishment, like...if I dont do something, I cant see him.

So...I am now in reality, and it sucks.

Damnnnn. I have been on here since me and Tyler were going out? Wow. Well, fuck him. He's non-exsistant now...
Anywho..
Im at college now, and it fucking sucks. The art teacher here is like a fucking nazi, and I hate her. She makes my life a living hell? Why? Cause she's old, and looks like the dude from Tales From The Crypt. That's why.
And she cant even draw.
How the hell do you expect me to fucking sit in a class room for 3 hours and draw vases and glass figures.
FUCK THAT SHIT.
I draw cartoons, and do digital art...Ugh.
Oh well.
Love life? Fucking amazing. Christopher Coggins is all I need right now. He is better than life itself, and I dont know what I would without him <3

So let's see.
I have this boyfriend, who is the stupidest kid ever. (In my opinion.)
When I first met him, I thought he was perfect...you know, nothing wrong with him, he smoked and drank like me, and we had a lot in common.
But I found out that he hadn't been home in about 2 weeks. But, whatever. He said he got kicked out.
And then I started doing bad too...kinda. I dismissed myself one day from school to hang out with him, and few friends, and then the next day, I skipped school completely.
My parents found out, but they didnt really car.
But, on that same day I skipped school, when we went to go pick up one of my friends from school, there were police on the campus, cause they heard there was going to be a fight, and we were told to leave. No biggie, right? So, we leave and go down the street a bit away and park there and wait for our friend to get off the bus.
As we were waiting, two officers came over, and asked my boy to get out of the car. Now, Im just sitting there like, Wtf? And I looked away, and the next thing you know, I look back and he's getting fucking arrested. Im like what the hell is going on!?
This happened back in January. The outcome of that was, he was put on probation, and has a curfew. Whatever. He's been following too.....except now.
Along with the punishment, he wasn't allowed to smoke or drink or anything because he would be getting drug tested.
Well, sure enough he smokes anyways. Went home drunk one night, but Ill take the blame for that, but even worse, when I asked him if he was smoking, he lied to me. Lame.
And now just recently they had a code blue at his school, when they bring in search dogs and check the school, and he got caught. With what? A bottle of whiskey, and lots of bud. Not cool.
I found out through a fucking text message.
When I got home, I just broke down crying. I had no idea what to do. My friend that texted me and told said he was going to jail, at least for 6 months, because he broke probation.
Well, he called, and I had to stay calm. He told me what happened, but we really dont know what the consequences are yet. He has to meet with the guys that caught him.
But the outcome of that, he got suspened from school for the rest of the year, and is being held back.
1. Im gonna be dating a fucking sophomore...again, when Im a freshmen at college. Not cool.
and 2. He ruined my prom for me. He might be able to go now.

So, all I want to say is;
Thanks a lot, Tyler.